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the one that got away

so when i was in high school i really liked this guy and i got a chance to date him but i broke up with him because i was afraid of what people might say ..(should of told them all to go away)well i was his first girlfriend and i never knew what an amazing catch he was. recently he came back into my life and now that we are both adults we started to see each other or so i thought. i guess he had just got out of a really long term relationship and i was there to mend his heart . i was the band aid. the rebound. little did he know with every look he gave me the feelings i stored away in a box in my heart were slowly being brought to the surface. i left his apartment pretending not to care. he walked me out the door and grabbed my hand hoping for more. he leaned in for a kiss,  i moved away so that my lips he will miss. in his facial expression i knew he felt dissed. he turned around but i wasn’t going to end it this way at least not that day. i called for his name i probably looked so lame. i leaned in for a kiss . we were inseperable for the next couple of weeks. one day the kisses didn’t feel the same and the way he called my name . we were drifting away and there was nothing i could do to stop it. now i lay with regret. this guys face i will never forget. ….. 

awe !
He ate my heart…